Wednesday, November 19, 2008

" Heart...with or without wings...."

Don't connect my current mood with the poem below because it was written long back.....
Just felt like to share .............

"Where actually is the life heading..asks every human being,
Whoa ! how irony to say, my heart flattering with wings;
I gladly say its mine,
Though ofcourse its full of boundaries and a yellow line;
Very often I admit am happy and gay, Yet frequently am found weeping in a corner of the day;
Tired pretending to be Free and Enthusiastic,
I have left no space to accept that am not traumatic;
May be this time its all about self obsession or depression,
Sadly I find only this way to express agression;
Yes, am a confused creature I believe,
Yet I find it very easy to live;
Flying high and building my own nest was once the purpose of 'My Life',
Has been Eternally slaughtered into pieces with weapons and knife;
With no regression, I have got a lot for confession,........changed to......Being a person of fashion and Compassion;
It isnt a deal for me to make an Impression, I thought;
Because Life is not as hard as it is said,
If aimed to provide sacred help and aid.
For ME, even helping others becomes an obstruction,
Surely puts me into depression;
I question, Is it only Family whom I am here for ?
They answer..the question is as sweet as sour;
I wonder is this life living or dead as we never know what is waiting for us ahead;
I am grim and gloomy today,
This time am sure about the reason why;
There are things floating in the sub-concious mind,
Struggling to conquer and then Find !!

1 comment:

mystupendoussalvation said...

One thing I really like about U asked the question n u have self realisation as well, that u get answer of ur own questions..things those are terribly troubling for long, will definitely mould there own ways...n also look at ur colours selection, might be its a default one.. Red n Black,.. n yes!! that intro is absolutely gives reader an impression that it somewhere relates ur present condition even if u r saying it is not!! usual u wrote ur post really well...Good to keep reader's interest up.I loved ur this line...Flying high and building my own nest is the purpose of 'my Life'.U know wat I gel wid this line watsoever my present condition, I still fly high.Kudos!!Keep Writing on Blog(I know U write for ur Newspaper n also for ur diary)...I am talking abt Internet users.